Rejected

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A simple girl with big dreams in a rejection community, she fell down many times then got up again, every time she falls, something inside her broke, but at the same time everytime she gets up something more powerful grows inside her, like reborn.

Do you remember that famous quote from Alice in Wonderland;

“Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?”
“That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.”
“I don’t much care where –”
“Then it doesn’t matter which way you go.”
― Lewis CarrollAlice in Wonderland 

She was like Alice, in the beginning, didn’t care which way she’ll take, all she wanted is to build herself, but every time she had been rejected from work, from training, internships, social work, and volunteering, every time no one cares about what she does or what are her dreams or no one cares about encouraging her, every time she falls apart she gets up stronger, every time someone tells her “Sorry, your English is weak.”

“Your grammar is bad.” “You need to practice more.” you’re not qualified.” “You are not good.” etc, Every time she works hard and harder than before, not because she wants to prove to anyone that she’s good or to make them feel guilty for rejecting her, but because she wants to fight hard for her own dreams because she knows at the end of the day she’ll walk all that way, all that dark road alone and no one will walk it with her, no one will feel what she feels, no one will remember how many times she cried alone in the night, then in the next morning woke up with smile on her face telling herself “Everything going to be fine.”

She knows that the way she took is hard, difficult and dark, but the light inside her heart, the light in her head keeps her going, fighting and getting stronger.

I might be rejected by many people, but every time anyone criticises me, simply makes me stronger and stubborn enough to get what I want and what I dream about. I’m a fighter and brave enough to walk all that way and even if I fell off the cliff I’ll not die, I’ll get up and keep going.

 


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