Half year… Hello again

Hello everyone, it’s been a long time since I last wrote to you; how’s everything? How’s life so far? What’s the news?

Life is like that; it takes you away from everything, even from your dreams; the last months were a lot for me and were a break to understand my life, and before continuing, let’s grab a cup of coffee or Iced coffee in these hot days, or any drink you prefer and go together to have a talk from heart to heart…

It’s been 8 months or something; I think this is the tallest period I’ve been away; wow, I don’t know how those 8 months passed and how this year moving so fast; I don’t know how to express that feeling when you feel that days are long but also move fast; I felt down, felt that inside I can’t do anything; felt that I lose my passion, my dreams, my positivity; thought that I can’t move or do anything productive at all.

Every time I try to open and write anything, I stop and just look at the emptiness in front of me; every time I try to write in my notebooks, I look at the empty white papers and don’t move the pen forward; it’s not because I don’t have ideas, but because I have a lot of thoughts that fight inside my head; a lot of feelings that racing inside my heart.

So, I decided to stop, to pause for a while, to not push myself harder, to not resist what my body and my soul tried to tell me, to slow down, to listen, to meditate, to find myself first; to listen to my thoughts, to face my problems not to run away from it; and let’s be honest to ourselves, we all need to pause from time to time, we need to stop, not to give up, but just pause, listen to your head, to your soul, heart and body; find their voices and hear out what they want from you; it’s not an easy task, but worth it.

Sometimes we forget that the only one who can hurt us the most is ourselves; we are our enemy sometimes; we can say awful things to ourselves; we can judge ourselves without sympathy; we can self-sabotage, which might lead to giving up every dream we have and every passion that make us feel alive.

You know when you open social media and see everyone posting their achievements, movements, and happy moments and you keep scrolling through those posts, and then the question that popped up “why I’m not like them?” “Why I don’t have that life?” “Why I don’t success or achieve anything?” are all the questions that make you feel down and feel negative about yourself!

But does anyone really live the perfect life? Does anyone feel happy all the time? No, no one does; no one posts their failures, their sadness, their problems, their moments while losing jobs, or losing someone they love, or those moments when they feel empty like a black hole; no one posts the bad part of the life; we all love to show the smiley face and pose for a good picture…

No one lives the perfect life; simply, nothing is perfect; remember that time you felt happy, felt like flying on top of the world, then after a while you fell down; this is the process of life, real life, sometimes good, sometimes bad.

It’s okay to take some time to yourself, it’s okay to stop and pause for a while, it’s okay to feel down, to feel tired, and okay to be with yourself.

It’s okay to cry, it’s okay; but not okay to give up, to give all your dreams and passions up; take time, find your way back and everything will be good for you…

Thank you all for staying here, for supporting me, thanks for believing in me; love you all, and may this post be good to you, and help who needs it; keep smiling, be kind, stay safe, and never give up.

XO XO XO ❤ ❤