Hello everyone, how’s everything? How are you doing during the festive season? Before starting festival posts and seasonal festivities, I want to share with you some updates about me that made me dissappear for so long and I might not be always here, but I’ll try to bring some celebration and festivities colors to your way…
We all know that life is hard, and what you live now might change in a blink of an eye, those gifts you’re used to it and taken for granted might vanish and start facing hard situations to test your patience and humanity through all the hardships.
Life is never granteed, nothing you can be sure it’ll be with you for life, even buying things doesn’t give you lifetime grantee, everything is limited and maybe that what makes it good in some ways…
My life changed 180 degrees suddenly, what i was doing became like a dream now, Mom got sick more and that made me get older than my age; I became tired all the time, no sleep and of course nothing I can do such as photography and writing which is my work!
I started becoming a caregiver and started forgetting that I’m human and get tired, but I can’t say it because my parents are old and my Dad tries his best to help; it’s not easy to face a sudden change and try to be there, I always asked myself how someone can put their parents or one of them in a elderly houses or something, but there are some people can’t handle all, can’t be there all the time, some even run because they can’t see the changes and can’t face what the sickness does to their loved ones; but i can’t leave or run or whatever; can’t go and live like nothing happened…
No one is wrong, except of who leaves because they think of themselves only, every and each one of us try to do what suits us, and I’m not here to judge or pretend to be a heroine or even victim, but to share some updates; try to do what I love the most during all of this and all the tiredness I feel is like achievement for me.
You don’t know me, I don’t share much about my personal life, and i don’t like that, but this time I want to tell everyone thinks that my life is fun and good all the time are wrong and my obstacles are so hard that no one can understand!
Here’s an advice, don’t ever take anything for granted in this life, because if there’s something granted in this life is that life will surprise you and will change always, so be happy for gifts you’ve, be grateful for healthy life, for love, forgive family and if it’s not good, try and start changing, maybe changing even if it’s not that good might lead to good things and good life…
Be grateful, be safe, be humble, be human, smile and keep trying and never give up even when it gets so difficult.
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