I should’ve known
I’d leave alone
Just goes to show
That the blood you bleed
Is just the blood you oweNo time to die, song
It was a long day, she took off her shoes, threw her bag on the floor, sat on the first chair she found, she doesn’t know how she pulled herself to the house, the stairs she took wasn’t much, but still felt a lot and she was tired…
Wasn’t it enough what she’s bearing from pain already to have another one, that darkness inside keeps growing that sometimes she’s afraid of it…
She checked her phone again, another text to make her sure of every thought and feeling she had for a while, she was never a part of his story, she’s his dark secret, she is his sweet torture, his desire that he hides from everyone because he doesn’t want to share her with the world…
Yes, he admires her work and wants her to be successful but always be his, the world can see her work, but not her, can taste her creativity but her, can love her achievements but not her because he’s selfish with her, he wants her for himself only, he wants her kept for him from the world, even though that he’s with someone else, they are both toxic to each other!
She wants him, to torture him, to make him crazier, addictive, she swore to be the pane of his existence and not just a woman he once knew…
She threw the phone away, took off her clothes, put her hair up as a bun, got underneath the water, cold water, yes, cold to make her wake up and she realized that the more pain she gets, the more darkness consumes her inside; through the darkness inside she has one light left that was her dreams, no one can understand that darkness she has, it’s different yes, it’s consuming but it’s hers, giving her gifts that no one can understand and makes her different…
She decided what she’ll do next and no one will know what’s coming…
The daily coffee brew 
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